*.* 依然是朋友......
我们还是分了
我应该高兴吗?
半年又十九天的感情，就因为一句我累了...
是我提出的...
对不起，我不懂我还可以说些什么~
真得很对不起你~
和你在一起的日子，我很开心~
谢谢你~
我没资格说什么~
我知道你还很爱我~现在呢...也许不是了...
对不起，真得很对不起~
谢谢你之前对我的包容~
你很好人，无论我说什么你都答应~
可是，我却对不起你~真得很对不起~
你没骂我，责怪我，我更过意不去~
你快点骂我啊~快点~
让我内疚阿~快点~快点~
真得累了~我还能做些什么~
对不起~ 对不起~

Still remember 3 ppl.....(back to my older post)

还记得这个人吗？
他可是一个也是我前世欠他很多的人哦
天天得罪我....
还好只是纯碎的得罪....
不懂要怎样形容他啦
欠咒.... “还”好
欠打...有点咯...nt 有点，是mny....
欠骂... 有很多x 100000000000000000000000

真得很难形容他啦....
说他样soi，又不会~
黑又黑过人~
Cool又cool~
样子也都凶过人~
写字也美过人~
功课又不错~
Koku又active~应该是呱！
可是在我的persatuan，看到他却冷冷的....
Sukan还好吧了咯~
最多好过我那么的一点点....皮肤好过我....够黑
肥又肥过人 ~ 他自己承认的 *不过是真得啰，看过嘛！
吵又吵过人~ 整天唧唧喳喳，唧唧喳喳说不停的...
跟到一班超讨厌我的“好”友.....
不过还好他没讨厌我...maybe...

说到他，蛮高兴的...
能乱骂....hehe!!!
有时惹人厌，惹人爱....别误会
Haiz......
有时的他真得很欠扁....
好想打他... “串”样的表情

那天晚上，我和他聊到两点半...
我是有够开心一下下的，
因为他和我好久都没联络了...
一句问候语，就开始了我们超无聊的话题....
整个凌晨都在跟他斗嘴....
原本通宵的....他on，我on....
Then,account running low...
就这样，完了....
明明已帮朋友问到他了的....
怎知不能问更多....
Haiz ~ ~ ~
算了，改天咯....如我们还是很得空....

还有那天，他还我去跟人家告白哦....
T_T T_T T_T T_ T T_T
都是uuuuuu...
说会say birthday 2 倩的，
Bt u .....
亏你妹还擗苹果给你吃（coz she at my side de...）
不过是烂苹果...哈哈....
还好没白帮我...帮你泻泻下肚子....哼

不过还是say sorry 啦....
要你做你不爱做的东西~
不过不懂你为什么还要说看下先~
对~不~起~
委屈你了~尤其是你妹 ~
永远爱你哦“小乔”

现在叻，我要祝福你们...
希望她是真心对你，
你更是真心对她...
我在此祝福你们幸幸福福地在一起
如果给我知道你欺负她，你就完蛋了！
要care mr ta , dun eva agree with her ......
要记紧我的祝福哦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

在此部落格，我，本人宣布从此以后不会再理伟添....

他这个王八蛋....霸道....可恶....*-*
其实很早很早前我就很恨你了....
只是我太无聊了....要宣布我忘记了你~
忘了一个没用的哥哥....>.<
让别人能替我高兴
亏你还到处说我....哥
鸡蛋糕....XD

那天补课拜六，没人回家....
害我一个人等，只好找mansor的一个姐姐陪咯~
却看到你.....
soi soi soi x1000000000000000次
其实那时候蛮想见下你，后乱骂你...
却听到你朋友说me ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Walau e e e e e e e e e e e e = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =
我又得罪你们什么哦？？？

你很欠扁，欠打，欠咒，欠骂的哦 !!!!!!!!!!!
一定是我前世欠你很多，所以你今世欠我更多 !!!!!!
欠我扁你，打你，骂你，咒你....
做人可以酱过分的吗？
没礼貌不只，还乱“唱”人....
Wakau + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
喂，先生我有尊严的勒！
拜托你讲话前哟，用你的大脑再用小脑....
你有顾及人家的感受吗？
那你几时又有顾及我的感受....
没有无时无刻都没有....
酱的哥哥好*哦
好后悔认你是我哥......

躲我，讲我，说我，闪我，唱我，害我，不理我
讲讲下，又好像是我今世欠你哦！！！
算了天就是酱，天天整我。。。。。
我也无话可说....
* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * ** * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *
在这孤单的世界里
寂寞总跟随着我,
一分一秒也不离开，
不曾体会过被朋友关心，
希望得到的是好友的关心，劝解，
而不是没必要的责骂，埋怨，讨厌.....
= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

Yeh! Yeh! Yeh! = = Haiz! Haiz! Haiz!

Finally....i finish my pra exam...
Haha so happy.....
Bt bt bt pmr is near...
Aiyo,vry hate lo...
Bt it’s ok I will be hrdwrking...
Gambateh yu ting....

1st ,geo already gt B...dissappointed
My geo, sej, kh vry bad bad 1 o..
My mum say y the thing tat onli need to remember I don gt A...
Coz o...i always think other things when read book....

N my sej...
OMG...i gt CCCCCC...
Hate itttttt.....
I muz gt A in PMR...tis is my big big promise...
Muz..muz... muz....

Tis holiday I must fight with myself...study hard...
Gambateh yu ting..
A A A A A A A A tis 8A I mux gt it...haha
God bless me.....

Bck frm 2 camp...just onli tired after the 1st camp...

Talk about 1st camp...ok...
Coz all the ajk vry shock sendiri...they all vry high...
We juz follow...
Frm tis gt feeling tat my persatuan kena boikot...
Dun knw mybe it juz my felling...bt true...
We knw the ajk juz tried 2 help us..bt...Aiyoyo.......

1st day,onli the first day already scolded...
Walau e.....bt juz ok....
Cm camp juz a while,then go bath..
Haha!!!i be the last 2 bath...
In toilet,pikki n the other ajk juz joke n play coz they bath so slow....
We always knock the other’s door...
Until they bear tahan....(naughty...)*.*

When bath, pikki juz tell the “moumou” story...
Aiyo ,I vry scared lo..juz quickly bath...
I hate moumou la...lagi scared moumou...
Pikki dun joke with me with tis things....ngngngngngngngng
The lipas at toilet....
Oh my god, I vry vry scared tis things 2....
It’s so geli...yiak!!!-.-
Vry scared lo...
1st time bath in school so scared....

Then the time be fat pig(eat).....
Play game n my bbf gt injured...
Si yi n siew sing...
Kesiannya....all the st shocked sendiri...
国邦害秀欣 fall down...he run 2 fast n...
N he too high....our siew sing a.....
Pbsm so soi 1...Gt 2 ppl hurt....-.-

Then ,so fast sleep lo....
Be4 sleep they denda we....
Haha,coz our tent gt fly ..
So I tak kena denda....hehe!!!
I go n help put thing inside..

Aiyoooo,the time sleep onli gt 2 kelas open...
we all pbsm ar 峨嵋派，we gt no kls sleep..haiz..
then all the gud gud ajk help us open 1 mr class.
luv u all...muackzzzzzzzz........
We all pbsm juz in 1 kelas ..enjoy .....

I gt no sleep...thinking the thing tat QI tell me..
Cry.....then I go n observe the ppl....
Suddenly,u arrive here...i saw u...n i hate u..
Y u cm 2 here...c who o????
One whole night no sleep....
Then 2 form 2 pbsm ahli wake up...n we talk n talk n talk..
Until the game start....

Wah, wat game o sooooooooooo....
gt ppl help us vry vry much....
Still kalah....enough lah...
then went back sleep..
wuliao lo...gt sm sm...

Haha tis time the form 2 sleep...n I talk 2 si yi (mybbf)
Talk n talk ntalk...
Then we go to 洗涮
N i go 2洗头发....Gt smth wrong la..
Tat time oni 5o’clock.. I still wash...gt sm kesiao...hahahahaha

2nd open ceremony...
Aiyooo,vry boring 1...skip it...
Then eat n I 4get liao....
Play game...all shocked sendiri 1...
1thing found tat I gt face the sm problem with evon..
Haha, we ar in the sm boat...

Tat time when wanna 2 cook,suddenly rain...
N my kaki bermasalah lagi..
My leg always like tat 1....
Gt 2 form 4 st.john ppl carry me..
Vry vry thanked 2 them....thanks.... thanks.... thanks.... thanks.... thanks.... thanks.... thanks....
1st is rachel,2nd is **** (dun knw name)
sori 2 the ajk who need 2 tk cr me...

then,at night gt drama....
OMG....lucky I juz talk...
Haha!we gt 3rd...
Actually is last lo...coz juz look lk gt 3 group compete....

At night,sleep in tent...
No..no..no...
I cann’t sleep...all the ak ar discussing....noise....
Then the kadet polis or whatever...
They kena denda....they run n run n run..
Suddenly they sepak the botol 2 my tent...
Wat the hellll....
Then suddenly,my fren peluk me...she gt dream lo....
Cann’t sleep at all.....esh,hate it....

Wa,they wake up us at **a.m...
Feel so sleeply...
1 play sesi siasatan....
Vry cold n scared....they use kicap as blood..
The smell ar vry vry bad....
Then lk tis..lik tis ...lik tis...
Lazy 2 talk...

3rd day,I cam back early...
My leg 作怪lagi...
Left the camp early...
Haiz..the go 2 tution...
Walau e.................so tired....then need tuition...anymr...
Haiz,谁叫我是中三生......
Then..finish story....

Conclusion......
Ok lo~bt ajk shock sendiri mr than ahli lo....hehe...all pbsm sleep 2gether...gud..n food ok...denda mr than game...scold mr than praise...it’s ok coz is koku camp...finally,make a gud conclusion,I won go tis type camp anymr...hehe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! although tis camp is gus,bt .............aiz ~ aiz ~ aiz ~ thanks 2 my dear ajk n my dear pbsm member...we all vry kerjasama...haha...自恋下。。。






Birth is
“ START OF LIFE ”
Beautty is
“ ART OF LIFE ”
Love is
“ PART OF LIFE ”
Death is
“ LAST OF LIFE ”

BUT

Friendship is
“ HEART OF LIFE ” !!!2nd camp......kelab setia....
Haha!!!!!i vry vry luv tis camp.....
Onli gt 2 cina,3 india then all malay...
Bt....they all vry tk care me....
we help eachother...knw eachother...luv each other....hehe
they nt lk cina...if camp all the cn won tk cr each other 1 ...
bt tis camp,I hv learn the things tat I nvr learn from camp...
is the importance of frenship ....

1st day at night’s game we all ar enjoy...
The gm need calculate 1...use our brain....
All ppl need cina in their group..
Then they tarik us...sian lo...
Then mk group...
Sleep early in tent...coz next day we gt mr activiti...
bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt bt

3o’clock we aready wake up...coz malay 1 pray...
Walau e....they think our tent is malay then wake up us....
Haiz.....we juz go brush teeth,wash face...
Then,sleep again....haha sleepy pig pig o...

Yeh~
2nd day, vry vry vry hapi+hapi....n tired
We climbed gunung ari....until the top of hill....we c all the pemandangan..
Bt is cloudy n full of haze 1...
Need to 炫耀炫耀myself o....
I climb up the hill alone...
Haha.....without anybody accompany....
Coz I’m alone...bt all the sis tk cr me 2...
I’m nt alone... with all the sis

First,I climbed up with fikri....
We follow group 1.....
Me n him sm group..
We talk mny mny n they say we pa tuo...paise lo...*.*
Talk nonsence...wu gu....
He is gud ppl....nice o...^^
He help me keep my things...tk cr me....
when arrive 1 part,we seprate...coz his fren lo...always say us...
then I walk with Christine....
he say 1 tk pic with me at top...
bt I paise la...so tk pic with his classmate..ira

then,Christine terseliuh..... T_T n I climbed alone....
eel sad of her leg..
it bongkak..muz be vry vry pain..sori,Christine,coz no tk gud care u...
sori 2 chye sin , siew sing , wei qi...coz dun help u all 2 tk cr her..
sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori sori

actually at 1st part,my leg were soooo pain...
all the sis n bro cm n ask hw am i...
fikri 2.....he oso ask me whether 1 eat or drink nt...
they say I can, no need climbed up..
bt I climb 2..coz camp ma...muz do all activiti....n in team group
especially tis is my 1st experience climb 2 top of hill....realli the top...no lie 1....

then I climb n climb n climb...
I gt no water....i hv given 2 christine....
Then the ajk lend me their water....
hehe is nic be chinese,u knw...they all so tk gud cr me...
coz I’m the onli Chinese climbed up hill...-.-

at there,I juz alone.....
o,gt a team of young ppl..they climbed with us....
they oso tk gud cr me....they gv me food...n support me....
they remember my name 2..hahahaha
n the bomba who accompany us 2....
they oso support me...
when thinking tis camp, i vry hapi all the time.....
coz really really luv all of them....

oh, at top o...we tk pic...n my cloth all basah...
8a.m we start....5-7p.m onli we cm back....
The journey I back oso alone...
Bt I follow the teacher...we gt lost...haiz...aiz..azi...
Walau e...dun hw the teacher bring 1 o...
Onli me 1 ahli...
Bt finally back 2 tent 2....

Arrive camp site,we do our thing....
I gt no eat food...n talk 2 them...
Talk n talk n talk.....talk 2 the 废废boy....哈哈
finally my cloth kering lo...
Then ,I went bath....

After tat,talk again... then
Change food n I eat..
Tat time the food I nt like....then change liao....
Wakao....so pedas...bt no 1 say pedas...
Aiyoyo,while I eat,I drink water...
Drinking mr than eating...*-*

Then I accompany Christine 2 hospital...
Kesian Christine...again sori 2 u...
After tat,the ajk bring us 2 eat “kuewtiao” at pilah..
Hah,vry enjoy o..
Like enjoy eating at home....
Went back camp site,they all cr about Christine...asking about her leg....
I think the ahli is better han ajk...haha

Tis time oso 1st time I cry badly in camp
They gt activit like感恩夜,bt nt really lk...
Tat idea was so gud...
They scold us...until we all cry...T_T
Cry vry badly...n we argue with ajk...n mny mny mr...
Then, we all hv a big big hug...........haha
Wat a gud experience....

3rd day, vry unwanded 2 back hm...
The close ceremony,we need 2 act...
Aaaaaaaaaa,I hate la...i dun act...onli my other roup ppl act...
Qudus was sm group with me..MY CLASSMATE
They all act bt dun knw act wat...
When asking fikri,he say he juz duno he act wat...
Haha!funny lo....
When we wait bus.....suddenly rain heavily....

Then,blablablablabla....lazy talk la...
Juz remember 1 thing they say must keep in touch yar...
Nw n always....
nw I still gt contact with them leh...

from tis camp I knw almost all of them....
Gt a ppl ,her dad Chinese,mom malays...
Gud in cina....
Gt sirl boy fom naming school( fazira’s school ),
ghafar baba( fikri n ira’school ),
kak mieva’s school(dol said),
azmi’s school(pengkalan)....n mr ....
Most of them ar dol said one....
Vry hapi gt knw mny fren....hehe

Conclusion,
If compare with koku camp,I mr lk tis camp...all of them wr vry cr us....although the ahli,ajk n outside ppl(bomba,the team with us)vry cr us...nt lk koku 1...they hue oso no hue...gt knw mny ppl....hapi....enjoy tis camp....hope to c all of them again....if gt chance.... we muz keep in touch yar......don 4get me.......

= = I’ll support u \*.*/

你真得真得很。。。
我不会说安慰的话给你听。。。
不是不会是不能。。。
你不想让其他人知道，也包括我。。。
我不会让你知道我懂。。。
知道你不想让我们担心你，可是听说你每天都吃不营养的食物，真得吗？
不要吓我们。。。
你在我们面前装作开心，你很坚强，你从不在我们面前掉泪。。。
天天还跟我们开玩笑。。。
你还常常作弄我，可是我却没料到那些事在你身上发生。。。
你真得真得很坚强。。。
我们会用永永远远在你身旁给你加油。。。
所以你千千万万不能出事，不要累坏自己，饿坏自己，不要让我们担心你。。。
更别让你爸担心。。。
我知道你一定超担心你爸。。。
不过我相信你爸不会有事的。。。
你不用担心，他不会出事的。。。
因为他知道他有孝顺他，为他担心的女儿在家等着他的归来。。。
他不会让自己出事，让你们担心的。。。
你要好好照顾自己，不要天天吃不营养的食物。。。
我真得真得不会安慰你，但我很想安慰你，可是我不会。。。
希望你不要担心太多。。。
这种事叫你不担心真得不能。。。
所以只能叫你不用太担心。。。
就算是再坚强不过的人，也有他最脆弱的一面，如果你需要什么。。。
我们全班人一定会帮你，挺你，让你开心。。。加油哦！

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*.* 给坚强的你：爱你哦！！！加油！！！不开心的日子总得过，还不如开开心心的过吧！！
= = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = =

heaven is a siutable place 4 u....T_T

有一个跟糟糕的消息—家稳逝世了
家稳，一个2C班的学生....
他不会和我很熟....
我是他班的巡查员...
却是被欺负的那位...
他的成绩不是顶呱呱的...
.印象中的他是捣蛋的，顽皮的，吵闹的....
心地却是善良的...重友谊的
人长得高高帅帅...头发总是站站的....
还记得....

拜二，他出事的前两天....
我在周会突然哭了...p/s；有原因啦(secret)
他安慰我，还弄我笑
还记得我们有说有笑的
他还帮他朋友要我电话....
我很生气，便和他吵过....
那便是我最后一次的和他说话...
最后一次....就这辈子...
永远都不能和他说话....
不能吵架
不能骂他
Really really miss to argue with u….
Bt it is impossible…


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Hope tat u will be fine in heaven…..